speech day was good.
i was very nervous.
but, the teacher commented that we were good.
:D

i struggled saying the Chinese names.
and wearing heels are tiring!

I ate lots of food, but i missed the eclairs.
i was tired but i didn't want to go home.

so me and atiqah went to tampines mall.
wanted to watch a movie.
sms-ed and called like almost everyone.
all cannot.
but.. amirul and danial came to the rescue!!
whee..

so i went home and quickly changed.
we watched the movie: the number 23.
recommended.
was good i thought.

we were like mpk-ing all the way.
- danial's shoe had to be confiscated because he came late.
-we made a mess at toy-r-us.







-raced to see who gets somewhere first.
-experimented on the electronics at courts.
they even played with bicycles and tricked me!

all in all... it was a fun day lah!



MOMMY COOKED SPAGHETTI!! whee..

on Thursday..
i accidentally said something out loud.
sorry lah!
hahha
semangant nyer!
*face changes.*
HAHAHHAH!

i mean Mr zaid really brought in salt!
cause he wanted to explain NaCl.
ha.


Friday is being bullied by everyone day!
first roshan pulls my hair.
second, after school, atiqah comes charging at me.
third, saiful,khairul and fariz disturb me and atiqah.
they even put my bag like far far away from where i was
sitting.
!!

fourth, i wasn't allowed to go for soccer for a lot of bullshit reasons.
and because I'm scared to be beaten up.
i keep quiet.

well, tomorrow is speech day and that means that i am doomed.
i hope i dont mess what i say tomorrow!!!

ouhouh!!
i made a song for a "SPECIAL" person.

Babat black sheep
have you any fats?
yes sir yes sir three bags full.
one for my hands and one for my thighs
and one for my pantat which is really
over sized.


jangan terase okay!?
yay!

ciao people!

hello:]

im happy. cause i understand chemistry.
i hate p.e. mr ng tortures us.
okay not really.
speech day rehearsal is tiring.
i dont like to wear heels.

OMG!!
SYF is coming!!
Jhfjgoioshg!!!

just now in the bus with nadiah and atiqah..
we were so kecoh.
atiqah was making mpk jokes.
and i laughed while drinking water.
and i choked.i cannot breathe lah!!
hgslghohgl
!!


after drama..
went to kentucky fried chicken.
first with atiqah..
hassan, harry and muhammad joined us.
laugh laugh somemore.
:D

rushed home!

i hope dad allows me to go ..
pray for me.

Dear fcukers,
i have to tell you,
you just know how to hurt someone.
Its like shooting an arrow and hitting the bulls-eye.
Seriously, you have got to watch what comes out of that
fcuking mouth of yours.
yes i know that your too good for some people.
well, i will be the judge of that.
and if your too good,
then don't waste your fcuking time on us :D
and anyways, my verdict is no! MUAHAHAH!!
but still, they are your friends and your not supposed to hurt us/them.
all you know is to criticise.
so fcukers, do not think that your
perfect either okay?
reality check! your not ! :D
you keep on saying something bad abou us. and, its the same damn fcuking thing.
don't you have anything else to say?
well i guess your stupid then since you dont.
well, once is funny twice is not.
okay?
great!
don't deny that your not a fcuker cause you are.
don't think like your whoa! so cool.
like wtf? because, your not.
________________________________________________________________



school has been boring/fun/tiring.
well boring cause some lessons are seriously plain boring.
fun thanks to all the stupid jokes and entertainment.
tiring due to homework and revision.

speech day is coming and I'm scared.
I'm scared i make a huge mistake on stage.
today during assembly,
there was a talk on drug abuse. and we ate kuachi all the way.
luckily we were not caught.
phew!

im tired.
ciao!

HELLO SAYANG-SAYANGKUS!
so.

what happened on wednesday?
hmmm.. its for you to find out next time
and for me to remember.
okay dah eh. mpk eh kau.

during f&n
WE DID CHEESECAKE :D
yummy. but its not done yet.


chem was a bore.
maths was.. hmm okay lah.
IM GOING TO BE A TEACHER TOMORROW!
hahaha

after school.
went kfc with fiqa and nadiah.
i love fiqa.
she blanja me :D

so during drama..
something funny happened.
okay might not be funny to you reading this.
but it is to me.
so this means you dont have a sense of humour.
mpk.

so i was supposed to say a line.
widad:...before she flies off to the US.[i said it too fast]
mr brian: it sounded like you said.. before she flies off to the ass.

so everyone laughs..
then..we had to redo the scene.
so nadiah kept laughing .. and i smacked her butt.
mr brian : stop hitting her US.
HHAHHAHAHA/
okay dont get it never mind.

conversation between me and atiqah.

Nuratiqah says:im a good masseur ;D
widad says:really?
widad says:thats for me to judge
Nuratiqah says:yeah baby
Nuratiqah says:hehe
Nuratiqah says:okiee
widad says:and i shall judge you tomorrow
Nuratiqah says:i owe u a massage
Nuratiqah says:haha
widad says:so i have an appointment with you tomoroow right?
widad says:hehe
Nuratiqah says:mpk2
Nuratiqah says:bodoh tau
Nuratiqah says:haha
widad says:HEY IM BEING SERIOUS HERE!
widad says:haha
widad says:okay you owe me a massage
Nuratiqah says:okie come to m place tmr night
Nuratiqah says:hahaha
widad says:hahah
widad says:ooohhh sounds wrong
widad says:hhaha
Nuratiqah says:yeaahh
Nuratiqah says:haha
widad says:TAK TIDO ANAKKU?
widad says:hahah
widad says:mpk
okay this part cannot wirte. hehe
_____________________________________________
[from previous]
widad says:like out of the blue
Nuratiqah says:haha
widad says:nono out of the red
_______________________________________________
Nuratiqah says:widad...
widad says:yes sayang?
Nuratiqah says:i didnt call u... i called widad..
Nuratiqah says:mpk2
widad says:WTF
widad says:hHhahaha
Nuratiqah says:hahaa

okay ciao people!

BONJOUR!

today, during malay was kinda fun cause..
we played games.
and we had a guest.


geog..
babiah. oops i mean ms rabiah scolded poeple.
babiah betul.

school ended at 1230 today..
cause.. got sports day.
so went home..
took out my books and
off to tampines stadium.

a lot of poeple pitied me and asked me..
mane gang kau lah..
why you alone lah.
hahha.
and they said i looked pathetic.
-______________-

okay so.
actually .. i was not supposed to run...
but..
at the last minute..i did.
for the inter class race.
quickly find shorts.
thanks to amirah and uzair.
WAHH! uzair's tshirt was damn big and kinda stinky.
hhaha.
so run..
but our class didnt win.

well i had fun listening to poeple's craps..
hasinah lah..
naufal lah..
banyak lah eh.

very the funny..
so after that..
went to see boys play street soccer.
nabil was supposed to blanja me.
waited for him.
then in the end...
atiqah had to go home and i was like the only girl..
so i went home.


seriously my hair is like so fugly.
haiya since when was it even nice?
haha. widad.. widad..


well today was fun lah.
i really appreaciate it to those whom smiled,
and made me laugh.
AU REVOIR !

HEY BEYLS!

Monday blues..
okay well not really.
after a whole week of march holidays..
its time to go back to school.

okay some people are just irritating me out lately.
and i have seen that a lot of people have changed.
or is it me?
hmm..
well.. i feel like I'm drifting away..
from friends.. school.. and sometimes even my family.
its like when I'm angry with my family..
my friends can not help me out cause they know nothing.
and when I'm angry at my friends...
huh? family want to help out?
haha.

so studies are not soo good.
i really need to buck up.
and i don't want to hang around anymore
its really wasting my time.


like what will i do?
not study.
for what?
time is really precious now.
even though i go home and most probably
also wont study..
but at least I'm at home.. then outside doing nothing that
would be of any use.

Seriously.
all of us are little brats.
don't think your so perfect.
don't think that everything you do is right.
realise your mistakes okay.
Dumb ass.
And please.
keep your comments to yourself.
like i can do whatever i want.

you either be proud of me or just shut up.
and stop it with that...
its really irritating me out.

i miss my friends..
and i see them everyday.
but there is no more...??

school has been okay.
after SPL meeting..
i dunno i felt like shouting ..
so i shouted..
WOOOHOOO
YEEEHHOO!
haha.
sorry eh kc i irritated you.
haha.

its now or never widad,
time for you to buck up.
your stupid, ugly and an idiot.

THE PERFECT COMBINATION:D

if you dont get me.. your not supposed to.
cause i just cant seem to express myself.
what a loser.

AU REVOIR!

hello.


saturday went shopping with mummy,
go vivocity.
BUT.. end up didnt buy anything.
All the stuff that i want didnt came in my size or..
looked weird about me.

but..
i got ..
strawberry cheesecake drink at BEN AND JERRY'S :D
wheee.
damn nice.


okay a lot of poeple are irritating me.
i am stupid okay.
fcukers.
ciao!

Seriously.
all of us are little brats.
dont think your so perfect.
dont think that everything you do is right.
realise your mistakes okay.
Dumbass.

And please.
keep your comments to yourself.
like i can do whatever i want.

HELLO PEOPLE OF THE WORLD!
haha.
okay mpk.

Thursday went to the external show..
umm..
TITOUDAO.
VERY GOOD!
HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!


so the show was at national library.
me and atiqah wanted to go to bugis after that..
and mrs kuah didnt allow us to go back on our own.
SHEESH!
so.. we had to go back to damai..
and we made our way to town..

waste time seh!
iohwli;giahf;o.

At town..
atiqah like sorta shopped like there is no tomorrow.

That is how she shops.
THIS IS HOW I SHOP:D

I search for the thing that i want.
I search other place for it.
See which one nicer/better deal.
If i really like it.. price all okay..
then..
I BUY! :D


so after that go home lah.


TODAY..
GO BEACH WITH FAMILY:D
cousins lah.
didnt exactly swim.

banyak gossip.
haha.

overall.
it was fun.

I feel like studying tomorrow.
anything give me a ring yeah?

SHIT HOMEWORK NOT YET DONE!!
OKAY NEVER MIND...
I SHALL COPY . nyehehe.
TSK TSK WIDAD..
NAUGHTY GIRL!
hahah
okay mpk.

HELLO BACIN.

I woke up today being annoyed.
Off to school.
And it "rained" inside school.
haha.
Actually, they were cleaning the floors
of the school. So, all the water drip.

Chemistry lesson was sooo...
BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
I was sleepy.
And almost nothing went into my head.
So after that, waited for 3e6 to finish
their maths lesson.
It was so freaking long lah.
sheesh.

Okay, so after that..
took 5 and went to eat at banquet
Uzair is like so irritating.
ahahha.
FAIZ also.
ATTENTION!
hahahhaha.

okay after that i went home.
didn't follow the rest.
no mood lah.

a few hours later,
nadiah jen called me.
she wanted someone's number.
and the conversation was super duper funny.
did you know that it was tiring to laugh?

Widad: nadiah.. i want to sleep.
Nadiah: okay come lets sleep together.

HAHHAHHAAH!
SOUNDS SO WRONG!
haha.

a lot of merepek lah.
all in all it was fun.
after that i slept.
heheh.


so today is quite an okay day.

tomorrow is the external performance.
WHAT TO WEAR!!!
alamak.

ouh speaking of that.
Widad: nadiah, what you wearing tomorrow?
Nadiah: My undergarments that's for sure.
Widad: what colour?

okay thats enough.
HAHAH.

CIAO!

So i woke up today and
i ate lunch.
hahha.

got ready and went to orchard.
we were supposed to meet at tamp mrt at 230.
and i thought i was late.
but turns out that i was first.
and that was a first for me.
WOW WIDAD.
okay mpk.

so the 11 of us,
widad,dinie,dila,jannah,dira,hani,farah,fiqa,harry,uzair and hud
went to Cathay orchard.
then we reached there..
and ..
hani had to go home.
so basically she wasted her time and energy.
haha.

so off to window shopping.
I WANT THAT SLIPPER!!
i shall buy :]
hopefully.
ahha.
blablabla.
people ber-gatal.
hehe.
not me okay!

and the movie starts..
we watched MUSIC AND LYRICS.

at first when the movie started..
jannah was complaining..
and end up...
Jannah was one of the people who laughed liked mad.
hahah.


FAIZ AND ROSHAN WERE SUPPOSED TO FOLLOW!
idiots.
both could not make it.
YOU BOTH GOT TO MAKE IT UP TO ME!
okay?
hehe.

and i shall end here.
GOODNIGHT DEARS!

Hello :)

Went to F&N class in the morning.
Syazwani kanchiong?
hhaah.
okay.
ate popcorn.

then farah met acap.
aku sibok sibok.
then dinie..
off to swensens.
THANKS ACAP!
REALLY APPREACIATE IT ALOT!
played truth or dare in swensens.
haha.

then off to pasir ris beach.
played a little soccer.
then EMOING.
hahha.
MPK!
then i go home.
late aledy.

i reach home..
no one at home!
then my brother called.
everyone at granny's

my cousin's future husband there.
met him..
had dinner.
SAMIHAH WAS THERE!!
WOOOHOOO!
i miss her sooooo much.
i think.. 2 months never see her bacin face.
okay now im back home.

about the movies tomorrow.
i dunno bout that.
we'll figure it out tomorrow.
:]

ciao.
goodnight.

OH GREAT!
I am so freaking dark lah!
The skin on my nose is peeling.
Cause of sunburn.

I wish I could magically turn white.
:]
DREAM ON GIRL!
hahaha.

okay I'm bored.
Bring me out :]

HELLO PEOPLE!

I'm back from the camp.
And to tell you the truth,
I kinda enjoyed it.
Well even though there were the
unhappy moments.

So I went to school with Hani.
We took a cab there and assembled at the hall.
YAY I WAS GROUPED WITH DINIE!!
:D

And before I knew it,
we were on the bus on the way to the camp.
We reached and,
okay I forgot what happened.
never mind.

The food was okay.
After lunch i think,
Mr Raj I think..
he was talking bout devils,
then hani said something about a big devil..
then all of a sudden..
hani had to stand.
hahahha.
okay then she had to chose a bestfriend..
farah..
then farah had to chose a bestfriend..
dinie..
and together..
they formed the DREAMGIRLS.
HAHAHHA!

and they had to sing a song.
so we had to choose a song lah.
And stupid me shouted a song.
LADY MARMALADE!!
then I kena stand and sing while the dreamgirls,
danced.
MALU SIA!
my leg shaking.
hahha.
and I know that my voice sucked.
i can feel it.

and we also had a boyband.
haha.
Ben and the mat hots.
ahahhah.
MPK SIA!
haha.

after that was some kinda activity ..
and soon afer that..
the girls had to go "SHANGRILLA HOTEL"
hahah.
pitch our tents there.
dinner..
and off to "HOTEL CALIFORNIA"
meet the boys..
and night walk.
it was a bit scary.
Dunno lah.

then..
slept lah.
next day morning hyper seh.
we played say macaroni.
chop chidi chop.
current.

a lot lah
then rafting time.
i cannot play cause i got..
then..farah is sick and she still wnt into the water.
and she showred .
!!!
and she was shivering like mad.
i hugged her real tight.
we told colin and she went back to campsite.
and she went home.
so kesian sia.

and the games were fun.
luckily right polar never play sia.
if he play..
i dont think we can win.

we dinner and the boys kena pumping
like straight after dinner cause someone cursed.
then i see like so sad sia.
then i can hear faiz..
EH ADMIT LAH!
hhaahah
damn funny.


okay CAMPFIRE TIME!!
my group name was POLARS.
the for the performance..
we were the POLALAS'

so we did..
POLAR LA!
LA!
POLAR LA!
LA!
POLAR LA!
LALALA!

then we sang the school song remix version.
dedicated especially to colin.
haha.

then we did the jingle balls.
then the ffiight.
then done lah.
WAH THE CAMPFIRE DAMN FUN!
hahha.
we danced and danced and cheered and cheered.
and jumped and jumped.
I HAD SO MUCH FUN!
THANKS EVERYONE.
and someone had to spoil the fun by
stopping the music.
THE ZOOKEEPER LAH!
alamak!


AND IT WAS WATER BOMB TIME!!!
BATTLE OF THE SEXES!
we girls had food colouring in our water.
nyehehe.
i didnt get to hit a lot of poeple.
all miss.
roshan and faiz both hit me sia.
idiots.
hahha.
then somene again had to spoil the fun by cursing.
then boys kena pumping..
then i heard faiz say again..
EH ADMIT LAH!
NEVER DIE ONE!

then roshan.
NO BALLS!

ahhaha

okay so it was all good.
then sleep lah bath lah.
then sleep.

next day.
MY GROUP WON THE WHOLE THING!
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
and i kept doing the red indian thing throughout the whole camp.
wheeee..

and you know what
before we went home..
we had time to play say macaroni again.
this time faiz and roshan joined.
and faiz dunno how to play.
haha.

and back to school it was.
in the bus..
me and fiqa were still hyper.
hahhaa.

off to banquet.
back home.
mandi.
tidur form 12.30 to 6.30
SHIOK SIA!
and my hair was still wet when i slept.
and i woke up with my hair damn curly.
haha.
okay.

im off.
do bring me out during the holidays.
just call okay.

BYE!

I had a bad dream and I couldn't sleep back
It was kinda scary.

In the middle of the Malay common test,
we had a drill.
and I didn't really talk to anyone.
I didn't have the mood.

YAY! I found shorts.
:D

I am practically failing every subject.
GREAT!
I am not even 15 and I think
that I am failing in life.
I feel really worried.
But I don't know what to do about it.

Its a HABIT I think.
like my mother says..
HABIT.
you take away the 'h' ,
you still have 'ABIT'
you take away the 'A'
you still have 'BIT'
you take away the 'B'
you still have 'IT'.

you see, that's the problem with habit.
kgf;shdfuohvoghsf

okay.
I got the magazine.
GREAT!
now I'm really worried.
And.. to make things 'even better'
daddy took away cable.
fuiawhbfhskhgfs;olgaolsfl!!!

I AM OFF TO CAMP FROM WEDNESDAY TO FRIDAY!
I hope its fun.


I dunno what's your problem.
Will you always be there for me?

Am I annoying?
Tell me anyone.
am I?

I need love.
Will you give some to me?


BYE DARLINGS!

Sunday was -________________________-


today..
NURUL PAISEH-ED!
hahha.


Oh no!
F&N project ..
shit!
better do it.


POA common test.
I hope i pass.
Some annoying people in class pissed off the teacher.
Thanks eh!

after school.
PL meeting.
bestfriend seemed so angry.
it was kinda sad and scary.

okay. today is so..
herjhig.lya.rjgaiegj;ofgo[jirpjwk65655
85fasjfas
:D

OMGOMG!!
I DONT HAVE SHORTS AND BAG!!
udha;sdjhfihydfh


okay bye suckers

Good Morning!
I had this sad dream.
I dreamt that my mother died.
I woke up and my mother came into my room and
I hugged her real tight. And I cried

My dream was that I didn't even realise that my mom
was no longer there.
Then I realised and I started crying.
When I went down to the MRT tracks with
my sisters, I saw my mom.
And we talked.
When I asked her whether she went to heaven or hell
she disappeared.

Okay that was a really weird dream and i don't want
to experience that anymore.
Ciao!

What happened on Thursday?
Hmm.. I forgot.
Haha.
Okay so today,
School was okay.
After school,
went to suppot the netball match.
FUN!
okay for me arh.
One-way transport was provided.
The boys were so nonsense.
We were all cheering..
GO damai GO i think.
then naufal.. GO NAUFAL GO!
hahaha.
lame sia.
then..
amirul: eh korang jangan bising ni kan masjid!
ahhahha.
MEPEK!
WE WON!!
25 -24 i think.
We were all cheering.
The sad thing was hani,fiqa and dinie couldnt follow.
:[
After that, i got a little wet due to the rain.
Off to LJS with Atiqah,Amirah and Irda.
We were all crapping like mad.
It was all so nonsense.
And all those disgusting food mixtures we made.
EWWW!
okay. Im off.
Should i study again tomorrow?
I feel like going another place.
OKAY BYE!